Where ever you go, there you are.
Grief is strange and can be paralyzing at times--even a simple blog post can feel too big, too hard. I have started and saved dozens of...
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Alicia
- Apr 27, 2022
The Funeral Day
Last July, as our days in Europe were winding down, my dad spotted a trophy shop and suggested that we buy Shane a memento and have it...
Alicia
- Apr 24, 2022
Broken, Mended, and Carried by Christ
I was very happy to be invited to speak on Easter Sunday at our former (ward) congregation, and I jumped at the opportunity---I'm always...
Alicia Fishbein
- Mar 10, 2022
Shane's Funeral
It was a rare privilege to write a tribute to Shane and share it with loving family and friends. I love talking about him and welcome...
Alicia
- Jan 23, 2022
Saying Goodbye
My beautiful Shane died yesterday at 8 AM, just nine days shy of his 48th birthday. The kindest and best of men, a devoted husband and...
Alicia
- Jan 14, 2022
And so it is.
Just two days ago I finally spoke the most devastating words of my life, "Shane is dying." I was surprised how easily that jagged phrase...
Alicia
- Jan 12, 2022
Golden Boy
Jacob Shane Fishbein born at home on 1/1 @ 9:17 PM 9 lbs 6 oz 22 inches _____________ Jacob means "to supplant," (replace) and we know...
Alicia
- Dec 10, 2021
Our friend has died
Dr. Ralf Kleef - 1961 - 2021 With great sadness, we share news that the cancer immunotherapist, Ralf Kleef, M.D., passed away on Monday,...
Alicia Fishbein
- Dec 2, 2021
On Shaky Ground
It's been too long since I've written. I've thought about it so many times, especially when friends and family notice our radio silence...
Alicia
- Oct 14, 2021
Trusting the Master Author
This is a talk I gave in church last Sunday. Thought I'd share it here for anyone going through a tough time. ------------------------...
Alicia
- Sep 27, 2021
The M-Word
One of our favorite women in the world, Sandra, recently commented on the blog, "Dare I use the M-word? Looks like we got one!" Seeing...
Alicia
- Sep 26, 2021
Shane's Past Week in Photos
A picture is worth a thousand words, right? Here are a few for you to peruse. P.S. We'll be back soon with MRI and PET-CT results! The...
Alicia
- Sep 14, 2021
How low can he go?
Well, lower apparently! Blood work is in from yesterday and Shane's AlkPhos and LDH have continued to drop. If you're wondering what...
Alicia
- Sep 6, 2021
No News is Good News!
Oh my. It's been a little too long since we last posted. For those who have been waiting on baited breath, I apologize. ;) Shane is...
Shane
- Aug 10, 2021
A Sense Of Calm... Finally
I'd like to share, from my perspective, a little about the last few weeks. We haven't posted much because of the significant shift in...
Alicia Fishbein
- Aug 4, 2021
Wherever you go, there you are
We're back in CO, arrived on Saturday evening. We had a few (mis) adventures getting here, including the worst flight ever (Frontier,...
Alicia
- Jul 25, 2021
The cure for homesickness
Listen to the song before you read this. Joni Mitchell perfectly sums up Shane's past six weeks...in Europe and longing for California....
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